Thank you all for your comments. They really helped me today. I went to staff party late and left early. People asked why I wasn't drinking. I just said that I wanted to do a long 12 KM run tomorrow because I was training for a half marathon. I ate a little bit of everything and then some.
It was tough when everyone was testing the Mojitos....went right by me.....in one hand....out the other.....
I was quiet probably and left first....I'm sure they all enjoyed gossiping about me when I left.
I'm so tired now. I set up a movie in bed so that I could just lay there, feel sorry for myself and pass out....soberly.
I am pleased with my decision not to drink tonight, only because I WILL get up and run in the morning and not feel like shit....
I really do want to make it to Day 30! I'm not really sure where I will go from there but it will do my body good to have a booze break.....although it's getting lots of treats lately.
However.... I miss the little buzz I could have had....you know that feeling you get when you're mind can stop thinking for a while.